Blog 19: dapat durian runtuh... alhamdulillah....

time: 8.30 p.m.

haa... satu mende yg 'un-sangka-rable' tlh berlaku pd diriku ini beberapa hari lepas... ntahla.. semenjak 2 menjak ni aku mmg x de mood nak wat ape2 pon, mungkin psl aku takot nak buat angio kot 29 hb ni... tu psal aku rase mls nak wat satu mende pon... debar woo.. mane boley x gabra, tebuk jantung tuh.. adoih!!...

n'way, aku yg agak 'terdesak' tetibe dikurniakan sesuatu yg x disangka2 yg amat2 aku perlukan n durian runtuh ini amat2 berguna untuk aku... ape mende tu? x pelah.. biar aku je yg tau tp syukur sangat2 pd Allah pasal mendengar jeritan batinku yg mendayu2 meminta pertolongannya... hahhaha... alhamdulillah.......

aku juga nak cakap congrats pd kedua2 adek aku iaitu:

a) si atie yg tlh berjaya menyambong masters nye dan akhirnya berhenti dr kerjanya yg amat demanding tuh.. sbr atie, rezeki ade dimane2 so jgn risau.. cepat2 wat masters pastu bley wat phd lak same ngan along pastu kite gi jadik professor kat korea!! phuahahha...

b) si yana yg berjaya mendapat kerja dengan super cepat (sebulan jek 'tanam anggur' kat umah jadik bibik-yana-layola).. baguih2.. bley blanje along makan tony romas ke... nippon-tei ke... ehhehe... yum2!

ni, saje aku nk share gamba muke aku kalu aku tue nanti... hahhhaha.. klaka btul... macam muke mama pulak... hhahhha... saje suke2 tengok muke sendirik berkedut... hahhah....

bayangkan dah tue2 camni still minat minnie.. hahhahhha...

"minnie *uhuk*uhuk* sarang *cough*cough* hae... phuahhahhahha!

Blog 18: eyes r windows 2 ur soul... dr krn mata....

~purty eyes~

time: 12.00 a.m.

this is something yg aku jarang bagitau but i hev a thing for eyes... what i mean is i love looking at peoples' eyes coz aku dpt 'baca' a lot of things by just looking at a person's eyes.. mase aku kat uni dulu, aku penah jatuh chenta gila2 ngan one poet yg idop mase zaman WW1 dulu just because aku nampak gambar die n his eyes told a lot of things to me... his name was Wilfred Owen n i fell in luv wif his poem about world war 1. strangely, i could feel a certain connection wif him, sampaikan aku siap letak his pic nicely in a frame on my study table.. my frens said that it was creepy... hahahha... i know.. but that's a good example on my 'eyes' fetish...

~witty n clever~

my first luv of my life.. hahahha... (sikit2 down memory lane) also started when i realized that the F4 boy in front of me at dat time had the most amazing eyes dat i've ever seen... kind, caring, strong-willed, friendly, shy... aish.... if i didnt be dat stoopid n selfish, perhaps i would be looking at that eyes until now... haizzz.... well, no use thinking about the past... what's over is over, right?.... close case....

~err.....perfect??......hahahaha (fangirl alert!fangirl alert!)~

it's the same wif minnie... aku dah bagitau kan yg aku nampak die memule dlm keadaan yg paling klaka but his eyes caught my attention... he may look 'soft'.. ye yana, aku ngaku mmg ye nampak 'lembut' (u happy now?) but his eyes have strong determination yg aku sendirik x leh nk explain camne... aku suke tengok de sparkle in his eyes when he did something successfully or de strong gaze he gave when he wanted to do something which seemed impossible.. cuma kebelakangan ni aku nampak mata dia agak kosong.... knape yek? i hope he will bounce back a.s.a.p because it kills me 2 see him in this state... hahahha.....

my siblings n close frens always ask me when i will start looking 4 de 1 n my response will always be 'along x jumpe lagi org yg buat along impressed' so thay start nagging n said i terlalu memilih, suke makes things complicated.... bla bla bla n stuff....hehhehe.... what they dont know is that to impress me perhaps is not that complicated... dat special someone must hev the 'right' eyes... n yup, maybe.. juz maybe dat alone can impress me... hehehhe... :)