MY NEW GADGET!
Name
MINNIE
Date of Purchase
2nd SEPTEMBER 2011
MY LIFE IS AWESOME!
Tuesday, September 6, 2011
Blog 91: second chances...
Syawal is about forgiving others and seeking for forgiveness... Zue, my daughter, made me very happy when she showed her maturity by making the first move to do something with with her 'personal' issues... so much so that she inspired me to do the same with my own 'personal' issue.. hehehe..
and I could say I felt much better somehow... it's not that I've completely forgotten about it... how hurtful those words were but again being angry is very, very tiring... somehow, this negative feeling will always make me feel 'drained', as if my energy is being sucked slowly, and in the end.. I felt nothing because everything seems empty....
I made the first move and I am very proud of myself... I am proud because I am the better person, I swallow my anger and accept the fact that some people do make mistakes.. I make mistakes all the time too, so I am hoping that when it's my time to screw up something or make big mistakes, other people would also be as forgiving...
and I also could proudly say that I am much happier now...... :)
Monday, September 5, 2011
Blog 90: what happened to me...
hi peeps! sorry for the very long silence.....
as expected, i was warded again for a week just before Raya... aishhhh... couldn't complain much... kinda of expecting it to happen eventually... my feet have been swelling like forever and i feel like some of my meds are not as effective as before, so time to see the docs again! hehhe...
alhamdulillah... i managed to celebrate Raya with my loved ones after pleading to my cardiologist (with killer puss in boots cute eyes! heheh)... he sighed and gave me stern warning not to overexert myself.. ahhahha... yay! MISSION ACCOMPLISHED! ;)
the feeling of being able to be back home, surrounded by familiar happy faces was indescribable.. it makes everything seemed so perfect... so meaningful...
and if i have to endure more hardship, pain and agony... by all means... bring it on! :)
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