time : 3.15 p.m.
kebelakangan ni aku agak snappy n mudah melenting, according to ude n yana (my sisters..) ntahlah, x tau la knape tapi sebenarnye aku kadang2 x sedar yang aku mudah marah n melenting nowadays.. aku rase mungkin it is not my nature to be so blunt, direct n rude kot, tu sebabnye bile aku agak garang ni my siblings pon nampak pelik..
sebenarnye, ade a few things yg buat aku snappy nowadays, baik mende kecik n mende besar.. aku x suke my working surroundings in school, coz u know... (i've written about this in the previous blog) but at the same time other kind peoples' concern to me pon buat aku x senang hati. aku sentiase rase aku ni a burden to others, especially since i could not do n complete my work, most importantly to show other people yg segala mende lengai yg aku buat ni is not really me..
kadang2 aku rindu diri aku mase aku kat stamad dulu.. baru klua uni ngan semangat berkobar2 doing my work dengan penuh semangat n dedikasi sampai melekat kat skolah 7 days a week! teaching my students wif passion n being really really happy looking at them growing up in front of my eyes... pecaye x? balik umah wif tuition plak... sakan betol! macam mane aku boley sekuat itu dulu? knape aku yg dulu tu makin hilang? itulah satu mende yg aku x paham sampai skarang...
aku x boleh salahkan keadaan or takdir pasal sume mende yang berlaku pada kite boleh kita manfaatkan menjadi positif or negatif, kan? aku betol2 rase aku suke mengajar sebenarnye, being close to my students n watching them evolve n change rite in front of my eyes, that is something that i will not exchange wif anything... tapi x sangke aku x dapat meneruskan mende yang aku suke ni sampai bile2....
i am currently re-reading books like tuesdays with morrie and the final project, just to get the positive outlook on people with terminal illness and how they fight until the very end. harap2 semangat diorang ni dapat aku contohi coz truthfully, itulah satu2nye mende yang plg penting yang aku ade skarang ni...
kebelakangan ni aku agak snappy n mudah melenting, according to ude n yana (my sisters..) ntahlah, x tau la knape tapi sebenarnye aku kadang2 x sedar yang aku mudah marah n melenting nowadays.. aku rase mungkin it is not my nature to be so blunt, direct n rude kot, tu sebabnye bile aku agak garang ni my siblings pon nampak pelik..
sebenarnye, ade a few things yg buat aku snappy nowadays, baik mende kecik n mende besar.. aku x suke my working surroundings in school, coz u know... (i've written about this in the previous blog) but at the same time other kind peoples' concern to me pon buat aku x senang hati. aku sentiase rase aku ni a burden to others, especially since i could not do n complete my work, most importantly to show other people yg segala mende lengai yg aku buat ni is not really me..
kadang2 aku rindu diri aku mase aku kat stamad dulu.. baru klua uni ngan semangat berkobar2 doing my work dengan penuh semangat n dedikasi sampai melekat kat skolah 7 days a week! teaching my students wif passion n being really really happy looking at them growing up in front of my eyes... pecaye x? balik umah wif tuition plak... sakan betol! macam mane aku boley sekuat itu dulu? knape aku yg dulu tu makin hilang? itulah satu mende yg aku x paham sampai skarang...
aku x boleh salahkan keadaan or takdir pasal sume mende yang berlaku pada kite boleh kita manfaatkan menjadi positif or negatif, kan? aku betol2 rase aku suke mengajar sebenarnye, being close to my students n watching them evolve n change rite in front of my eyes, that is something that i will not exchange wif anything... tapi x sangke aku x dapat meneruskan mende yang aku suke ni sampai bile2....
i am currently re-reading books like tuesdays with morrie and the final project, just to get the positive outlook on people with terminal illness and how they fight until the very end. harap2 semangat diorang ni dapat aku contohi coz truthfully, itulah satu2nye mende yang plg penting yang aku ade skarang ni...
baby ni kate 'HWAITING'!!
(wif korean dialect... hahhahhahhahhah)
(wif korean dialect... hahhahhahhahhah)
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