Friday, May 7, 2010

Blog 12: happy mother's day!!

time : 7.00 p.m.

uish... lamenye aku x update blog.. ni sume si nuha la punye pasal. leka sangat tengok die punyer pipi yang macam kueh pau kukus tu sampai aku x ingat nak wat mende lain.. truthfully, aku pon pelik knape aku still over excited walaupon nuha tu baby no.2 in our family lepas si auliya. ntahla, mungkin nuha anak ude kot, meaning anak adek pempuan aku so rase die laen ckit.. jgn pulak salah sangke.. x de kaitan langsung pasal sape yg aku sayang lebih or kurang, tapi kalu baby tu anak ur sister, memang perasaan tu lain ckitlah... maternal instinct kicking in kot...

dahla si nuha tu orang ckp ade iras muke aku... yeke? tang mane ek? tang debab kot... alah... kalu macam tu shindong group suju tu pon ade iras2 aku gak lah... hahahahhahha.... saje jek memain... sronok betol aku skarang melayan si nuha ngan auliya nih.. sampai mama risau takut aku sempot tak cukup nafas..

hari ahad ni mother's day, so aku nak ucapkan hapi mother's day 2 all mothers out there, esp ude n ika and most importantly my very one special mama pn. noormah zainul.. my mama is a very strong and beautiful woman inside out and she is very special to me. she treats me like a little baby, esp since aku dah x sihat nih.. kesian mama, x boley rehat pasal kene jaga along sampai sekarang kan... setiap kali along tengok mama tidor kat bilik along kepenatan x taula berapa banyak air mata along dah klua pasal along tau along dah banyak menyusahkan mama... sorila mama, bukan along mintak nak sakit macam ni... terima kasih kerana sentiasa jadi my strongest supporter, both mentally n physically sampaila sekarang....

hari ibu jugak memberi 1001 meaning pada diri aku... yelah, knowing the fact that i will never be a mother n having my own babies... it really breaks me apart... when my doc said it is quite impossible for me to be pregnant later own due to my heart condition, separuh semangat aku dah hilang sebenarnye.. tetibe aku rase kosong... aku rase dunia ni x adil.. macam2lah aku rase sebenarnye tapi aku pendam jek.. as usual... berlakon macam biase. tapi Tuhan jek tau betape hancur luluhnye hati aku time tu...

n'way, my mama n family members came with a solution, anak adek2 aku akan panggil aku omma (meaning mom in korea... hehhehe) untuk bagi aku merase ade orang yg panggil aku mummy... hehhehe.... thanx so much korang.. tula sebabnye along cakap, kalau korang x de, macam manela along nak teruskan idup ku ini....

so, happy mother's day to all mothers.. n me.. hehhehe.. since i hev two beautiful daughters now... mama ade jugak cakap, kalu my condition gets better i can always adopt one cute baby for me tapi tu planning later onlah.. skarang ni i hev my hands full with auliya comei n nuha bam bam... yippie!!!

a pic of me 'mengacau' nuha mase dia tido in my room...hehheheh...(sengaje gelapkan coz aku x pakai tudong... kuikuikui...)

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