Thursday, April 21, 2011

Blog 72: heart failure.......

What Are Heart Failure Symptoms?

You may not have any heart failure symptoms, or the symptoms may be mild to severe. Symptoms can be constant or can come and go. Heart failure symptoms are related to the changes that occur to your heart and body, and the severity depends on how weak your heart is. The symptoms can include:
  • Congested lungs. A weak heart causes fluid to back up in the lungs. This can cause shortness of breath with exercise or difficulty breathing at rest or when lying flat in bed. Lung congestion can also cause a dry, hacking cough or wheezing.
  • Fluid and water retention. A weak heart pumps less blood to your kidneys and causes fluid and water retention, resulting in swollen ankles, legs, and abdomen (called edema) and weight gain. This can also cause an increased need to urinate during the night as your body attempts to get rid of this excess fluid. Bloating in your stomach may cause a loss of appetite or nausea.
  • Dizziness , fatigue, and weakness. Less blood to your major organs and muscles makes you feel tired and weak. Less blood to the brain can cause dizziness or confusion.
  • Rapid or irregular heartbeats. The heart beats faster to pump enough blood to the body. This can cause a fast or irregular heartbeat.

THIS IS WHAT

 I HAVE TO GO THROUGH

EVERY SINGLE TIME!! 

ARGHHH!!!!!

Thursday, April 14, 2011

Blog 71: I am BULIMIC..

I am bulimic..

No.. let me rephrase that...

I am BULIMIC ~ by force~

How? Easy... everything I ate, yep.. I mean EVERYTHING I ate will come out again and I couldn't stop it...

It's kinda tiring not to be able to stomach the thing I ate and this would also lead to extreme hunger, especially at midnight...

I couldn't even eat a full plate of fried rice or noodles... I couldn't even finish my sandwiches... but don't get it wrong... my will to eat is still strong...

I still drool when I see a full plate of ribs at Tony Romas, but after ordering it... I discovered that I only managed to eat one... and then the whole puking thingy starts all over again... and again.. and again...

IS THIS A CURSE? OR A BLESSING IN DISGUISE?

Maybe this is Allah's way to help me to lose some weight because I keep on failing to lose any weight since I started gaining it 20 years ago...

Maybe my 20 years of fat collecting process is too much already and my body is silently screaming for help...

But for now, I am bulimic by force and it sucked ~ big time~... :(

 

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