Sunday, July 3, 2011

Blog 86: when it rains, it pours...

assalamualaikum.....

lama x update blog.. been very2 sick lately... the latest, i added acute gout to my list of never ending pain n suffering n i could only say one word about gout...

HELL... pure hell....

this came from a person who endured two minor heart attacks n angio.. but seriously..... gout is pure hell....

the pain was indescribable... sejak aku sakit x pernah aku rase macam nak letupkan bumi ni... but the day when i got the attack, i was really hoping i could blow something up just to see something or someone else suffer instead of me...

punyala sakit gile.... i tried 2 be strong... tried to tell myself that this is another test for me.. a test to see whether aku boleh bertahan atau tidak... a test to see how strong i could be to fight all these.... a test to see my level of faith n the love i receive from those around me...

tapi ya Allah... kadang2 hambamu ini tertanya2... betapa lama lagi diriku dapat menahan semua dugaan MU ini?

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