Thursday, September 16, 2010

Blog 45: meet the ultimate self saboteur... part 2

time: 2.00 a.m.


yana : why minnie?

me: huh? (scratching my head while thinking... oh no! not this 'kitorang-tak-paham-knape-along-suke-mamat-
yg-looked-so-girlishly-cute' talk!!)

yana: why minnie? i've finished reading ur previous blog and i understand what u wrote but only the part where u
self-proclaimed that ur indeed a self sab
oteur.. but, there's one thing i don't understand... u could choose
anyone or any famous people as ur so called 'unatt
ainable' aim but why minnie? that alone is a mystery to
me....


aigoo... my sisters could be so ******* annoying at times! hahahha.... tapi again they hev a point... aku pon x sure why it has to be him... i've told u guys before this yg i do like his eyes n somehow he projects the image of calm and serenity but again, like what yana said... why him? why not some guy who projects a better image of being manly? hmm... while i was deep in thoughts yana gave her opinion...

yana: along, i think your job has something to do with this. you have been among children n growing kids for too
long until subconsciously u start to feel that grown up guys who looks n acts like a cute kid is so adorable...


me: what? what do u mean?

yana: it's so obvious that uda, atie n me think it's so weird for u to fall for this type of guys.. it's so unlike u...
sume orang boley nampak that clearly...


me: seriously? hmm.... (starts to think deeply again...)


tetibe i felt so confused... but truthfully, my mind was already confused when yana asked 'why minnie?' earlier. buat pertama kali, i couldn't give her a straight answer that would satisfy her curiosity and most importantly, an honest reply that could untangle my own state of confusion.

i do admit that i prefer him better when he is like this


rather than like this


and a picture of him smiling happily like a small kid is so very adorable


and i really hate it when he is in his emo mode




so, yana has a point, right? or is it possible just to like someone without any solid tangible reason? do i like him becoz i am surrounded by cute kids all day? really? is that it?... uish... my mind is so confused right now so i really really need to reboot....


4 minnie's kiss(es):

zue said...

yana: along, i think your job has something to do with this. you have been among children n growing kids for too
long until subconsciously u start to feel that grown up guys who looks n acts like a cute kid is so adorable...

pinkMINion said...

what r u trying 2 say??? haha??

Anonymous said...

You don't need a reason to like somebody because it is entirely your own feeling. So don't feel bad about this ^O^!

pinkMINion said...

aikss!! who iz dis? mr/miss anon?? hmm???

 

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