i happened to look at my cardiologists' appt. card and argghhhh! the date of my next checkup is approaching..... soon....
i won't lie to you.. i am afraid... nope, scrap that.. i am TERRIFIED... like, literally scared out of my wits thinking about what will happen during the checkup... is my heart healthier? am i getting better? are my meds working? so many questions but deep down inside.. i really.. really don't want to know the answer....
i know it's impossible that i'll be 100% cured, i get that fact crystal clear.. but the human in me will always have that little hope, that tiny 'what if' feelings, praying hard that all this thing is just a dream...
hey, a girl can hope, right?
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